My lip is bleeding again.
When you teach tennis, it doesn't surprise you when suddenly you taste blood.
The skin sears quietly under the sun and floats in dissolving sheets off the
lip. Sometimes you can feel it split and begin to burn with a mixture of sunscreen,
sweat and blood. Other times, you can't feel anything because, like a boxer who
has been hit in the same place so many times, you go a bit numb. Invariably you'll
be teaching a lesson, delivering a mini-lecture concerning a specific rudimentary
element of the game, when the skin parts and the blood comes, soft and wet over
the crooked surface of your lip, and you'll notice that your student is staring
at your mouth. But by then there's nothing you can do but press the back of your
wrist to your lip and hope it stops, because it's hard to get a student to focus
when his coach is bleeding.
Most of the year I teach with no problems in this area, but when summer starts,
it's just the way it goes. I swallow quickly then press my lip into the sleeve
of my shirt, which I remember isn't a good idea when I see a broken thumbprint
appear on the fabric below my shoulder. The thermometer above the tennis court
says 104. It's not even noon. I've got lessons stacked up for the rest of the
day. It's been a long summer.
My early morning lessons just drained me of all my energy, and I'm weary and
fatigued. Sometimes a trail of physically and emotionally demanding students
can sap all your energy, and so far today, that's all I've had.
My first lesson was with Steve Troype, a big, angry guy who wants me to feed
him basket after basket of forehands only, which he rips as hard as he can at
me. Troype is a pretty lousy player, but he's athletic and skilled enough to
make solid, but unpredictable contact that sends the ball at odd, bursting angles
that, because of their velocity, are almost impossible to anticipate. Because
it's hard to track his shots, during every lesson with him I get hit several
times in the back, arms, legs and shoulders. "I'll knock that hat off your head
one of these days," he said today with rueful sincerity.
After Troype, 10-year-old Benny Fineman arrived with his enormous Prince bag
that contained only one racket, but about 10 Universe Space Scuffle books.
"Have you read the Universe Space Scuffle books?" he asked.
"No, I've never even heard of them," I said.
"Do you remember when Captain Broot found the colony of Ozeros fighters?"
"No," I said, "I've never read the books before."
"What about when Snepros decided not to go back to the planet Uteloeou and was
named admiral of the Myablo fleet?"
"I don't know anything about that," I said, "because I've never read any of those
books."
"Did you think that Agent Sandy was going to shoot Stivar, the computer expert,
when he found out that she sneaked on the ship?"
I could see it wasn't going to end.
"I did."
"Me too," he said excitedly. "I almost had to stop reading because I was so nervous
that she was going to kill him."
"But she didn't?"
"No, she didn't, but that would have been awful, don't you think?"
"I do."
After we picked up the balls, I had a 10-minute
break, so I waited there on the court for my next student
to arrive.
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The gate opens
and an older man in his sixties comes onto the court. He's
carrying an old racket bag and walking slowly toward me.
He's thin and bald, and on each side of his head are two
patches of silver hair. They look like the stumps of wings.
He takes off his sunglasses and smiles at me.
"Dr. Bloom," he says, extending a hand.
When our hands meet, I can feel something in his palm that I've never felt before.
His hand shakes, slightly at first, then more noticeably as the handshake continues.
"I
might be a difficult student for you," he says.
"Why's that?" I ask.
"Have you ever taught anyone with Parkinson's disease?"
"No, I haven't."
"Well, you're about to," he says.
Dr. Bloom goes on to tell me that he played tennis for
30 years at the Mill Valley Tennis Club and was once rated
as high as a 4.0, but when the tremors in his hand were
diagnosed, he never played tennis again. That was 10 years
ago.
"I had a dream last week," Dr. Bloom says, "that I could
still hit a ball and when I woke up not only did I believe
it was true, all I wanted to do was come here and hit that
ball. But I have to warn you, even without Parkinson's,
my strokes were a bit unorthodox."
Dr. Bloom swings his racket through the air a few times.
"I've noticed," he says, "that when I do things quickly,
like swinging a racket, for example, the tremors lessen
considerably, kind of like how people who stutter can sing
beautifully without even the slightest trace of a stammer.
I just want to hit balls again and feel that easy fluidity
that happens when you hit it right."
Dr. Bloom goes back to the baseline, and I slowly feed
him balls to his forehand and backhand. Both sides are
obviously rusty, but he's right; in his stroke there is
no evidence of a tremor at all. After a few minutes, he
still hasn't hit one ball over the net yet and I realize
that his biggest problem is that he takes a huge backswing
with the racket literally up in the air, so when he finally
gets around to hitting the ball, he's way too late. I explain
to him that he should begin his swing with the racket head
low and finish with it high, rather than the other way
around.
"I see what you mean," Dr. Bloom says, taking a few practice
swings. "That makes perfect sense."
I go back to my basket and begin feeding him balls again.
He hits the first one cleanly and beautifully across the
net, and it lands deep toward the baseline.
"A-ha!" he exclaims, "I've been wanting that feeling for
years!"
His backswing is short now, and he finishes out toward
the court with a direct and smooth follow-through. For
the rest of the basket, he uses his new stroke and not
only do most of the balls land in, they land in relatively
the same area.
"This is marvelous, just marvelous," he says.
By the second basket, his bad habits come and go from shot
to shot; he's a little wristy at times, and he tends, on
occasion, to hit with the wrong foot out in front, but
he can get the ball back now, and that's what counts the
most. I'm about to suggest checking out his serve, when
suddenly Dr. Bloom approaches the net and shakes my hand.
"Well, I knew you could help me," he says, "and you did.
Thank you."
"But Dr. Bloom, we have more to do," I say.
"I knew I could hit a ball again and you proved that I
was right. I did exactly what I wanted to do today, and
it's all thanks to you. Nothing could make me as pleased
as I am now about my game."
"But there's more time," I say, looking at my watch. "You've
paid for an hour, and it's only been 25 minutes."
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"I took a certain
amount of your time," he says, shakily putting his racket
back in his bag, "and I'd like to give the rest of it back
to you."
He shakes my hand again.
"Thank you and good day."
When he leaves, I stay standing at my basket, unsure of what to do next. Behind
my court, a small boy with thick brown glasses is crouching on the ground in
the bushes, a shoe box by his side. I recognize him as Jacob Reese, who is one
of the best eight-year-olds in the club. Jacob has really learned how to hit
a good ball, but his progress is inevitable considering his lifestyle. In the
summer, his parents drop him off at eight in the morning and pick him up at five.
They give him a cooler with food and a few dollars for candy, and they enroll
him in endless tennis and swim lessons; he's supposed to fill the gaps of time
in between the purchased activities with whatever one fills summer days at country
clubs with when they have no other choice.
"What's in the box?" I ask.
"You have to whisper," he says, looking up at me.
"What's in the box?" I whisper.
"Lizards."
Sure enough, in the box, which is lined with paper towels,
are about eight lizards.
"Did you catch them?"
"I caught all of them, and now I'm releasing them."
He takes one out with a great deal of care, and with an
impressive amount of finesse, he whispers something close
to its head and puts it on the ground. The lizard digests
its newfound freedom by pausing to make sure it's on the
level and not some trick, then darts into the darkness
of the bushes.
"That was Flappy."
"You name them?"
"Yes," he says. "Every day I catch 10 lizards. I play with
them and then I release them. I've already let three go,
but do you want me to tell you the others' names?"
"Yeah."
He points in the box: "Dizzy, Slippy, Foffo, Bloopy, Hippy,
Skater and Magnus."
"Magnus?"
"He's Swedish."
Jacob takes out another lizard, whispers something and
watches it run away.
"What do you say to them?"
"Well, I say their name and then I say goodbye. I just
released Flappy, so I said, 'Goodbye, Flappy,' and then
I let him go."
Jacob lets another one go and then he turns to me with
his big frames with lenses that make his eyes look enormous.
"Do you want to say goodbye to one?"
"I do."
"This is Skater," he says, handing me the lizard. Its body
is small and pulses quietly in my hand.
"Goodbye, Skater," I say quietly, putting the lizard on
the ground. No sooner have I whispered his temporary name
than he vanishes into the brush. Jacob lets me help him
do the rest, and they all go in different directions, but
they all vanish the same way; a little at first, so you
can see a tail sticking out from below a leaf, and then
it's as if they were never there at all.
I'm almost 30. It's getting hotter out here by the minute.
It's the happiest I've been all summer.
Alex Green teaches English
at St. Mary's College in Moraga, Calif. |